Ambushed

When I don't understand 

and wonder if He cares... 

Where are you Lord? 

Unanswered questions 

and unexpected tears

Where are you Lord? 

I blame Him, 

then run to Him

Where are you Lord? 

Hammer at His door, 

then ignore Him

Where are you Lord? 

Hear His voice, 

then wonder if I did

Where are you Lord? 

Blinded by emotion,

too scared to believe

Where are you Lord? 

And then He shows up

When I least expect it ~

Could it be You Lord?

I hear myself tell a neighbour

what life with Him is about

Do I believe what I teach?

Truth ministers to me

through my own mouth.

So you're really with me Lord?

Ambushed by Father

His arms outstretched

Will you let Me hold you? 

If you love Me

more than these,

will you feed My sheep?

As you feed them

with the truth you know,

Let me feed you with Mine?

When you don't understand

still will you trust Me,

Let Me be your everything?